Another change in plans

To quote the great philosopher, Cher, when she filed for divorce 9 days after marrying Gregg Allman:

I think it's best to admit to your mistakes as quickly as possible."

I won't be doing database consulting from home. I lack the self-discipline and the temperament. I need a company with a name, a phone line, and a list of tasks to be accomplished. And at the end of the week (or month) I want a paycheck, with taxes withheld, and health insurance would be really nice, too.

Perhaps I will continue reading all about Java, but I think it's unlikely. I've started the process of looking for temporary work, and hope to do some data entry in the evenings to keep money coming in. My unemployment runs out next week. I'm hoping for a benefits extension, but I doubt it will come in time. Perhaps I lack faith.

I was very nervous about telling the managing partner, but it was all good. I was rather depressed about this yesterday, but today, I am much better. I have faced my demons! Say it loud, I'm a flibbertygibbet and I'm proud!

I have trouble concentrating on one (look! a bird!) thing at a time.