I'm Tired of Being a Defective Mormon

This morning the bishop was going to call me to teach the primary. He asked what kind of calling I would like to have and I told him “I can’t teach.” I told him why. He did not call me to teach primary.

DH is giving a talk next week. I am not.

I think I’m tired of being a defective Mormon. I’m tired of not measuring up, of being unable to function in a full capacity. I think I would rather be a fully participating Unitarian than a crippled failure of a Latter-day Saint.