Earlier...
I had spent a great deal of time on the phone with a customer trying to resolve a problem, and ended up tweaking the program so that she could do what she wanted to do. But I tweaked it all wrong and it worked like crap and then I found out that she could ALREADY DO what she wanted to do, she just needed to do it a different way. I couldn't figure out how to tell her that I had taken up hours of her time and messed up her program for no reason at all except that I didn't know what I was doing.
Then I woke up. Whew.
I re-read my entry below and I realized how dumb it seems: "Maybe if I eat less, I'll lose weight." Doh! I was trying to put the emphasis on how out of touch I am with my body's signals to my brain where food is concerned. That didn't come out so much in the post.
Then I woke up. Whew.
I re-read my entry below and I realized how dumb it seems: "Maybe if I eat less, I'll lose weight." Doh! I was trying to put the emphasis on how out of touch I am with my body's signals to my brain where food is concerned. That didn't come out so much in the post.
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Banana who?
"Banana" is one of the favorite words in TobySpeak, either as a stand-alone term or as "banana cake!"
I ate a bag of fudge stripe cookies yesterday, so, despite daily exercise, I blew off my own body's message that it was full.
I've always been chubby. My mother gave us all complexes by always asking us how much we weighed. Women in my family tend to be chubby.
There have been times that I've been really thin, though. Like when my husband and son died. And I still thought I was fat.
Self image can be really sad. All my life I've thought of myself as an obese, ugly, lowlife. And it only dawned on me recently that that might not be true.
Be good to yourself, Ann.
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